My secret diary

A journey from my secret diary to public diary

thoughts

  • That word!

    It’s been 25 years of yearning for love, watching people settle down in their lives and watching too many rom-coms. I romanticized a delusional version of life like theirs, but I never got the love I truly wanted.I met too many people and picked too few, and even those few never gave me the feeling… Read more

  • Staying or keeping?

    From the very first day I started thinking, I was always scared to cry.I kept trying to escape the things that made me cry, never ready to face the departure, the grief, the heaviness in my chest, the long breaths, the wet pillows.I avoided movies that might make me tear up. I’m the biggest anime… Read more

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