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[Intro: “Days” is a series where I’ll be sharing pieces from my personal diary. I won’t be posting anything too personal , just lifestyle moments and reflections. This series is also a way for me to stay consistent with my writing.] 22/08/2025 It’s raining, 4:42 am. Rockstar’s song ‘Jo Bhi Main’ is buzzing in my… Read more
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Suddenly I went through my diary and found it where I wrote about the series named Little Things Little Things is a comfort!At 16, I started to watch this series. The first and second seasons were available on YouTube. I watched all the episodes. There was some news that there would be new seasons, but… Read more
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I’ve experienced a worst year; sometimes I think not to label a whole year as the worst.But what could you say when you suffered a lot, you cried a lot, and the anxieties and sleepless nights are more memorable than the happy moments?The year was strange, freaky, and mad to me. I don’t know why… Read more
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“Days” is a series where I’ll be sharing pieces from my personal diary. I won’t be posting anything too personal , just lifestyle moments and reflections. This series is also a way for me to stay consistent with my writing. Read more
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Suddenly, I started to feel a chest ache the ache of missing someone. This time, the “someone” is not a fleshy human being ; it is a moment when I was a little girl, happily sharing my bed with my three- and four-seconds-older siblings. The middle seat of the king-sized bed was always reserved for… Read more
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কলকাতার এই বাড়িটার তিনতলায় আমরা থাকি। আমাদের বুদবুদের বাড়িতে যেমন একটা বাড়ির সাথে অন্য একটা বাড়ির অনেকটা গ্যাপ,এখানে সেটা নেই একটা বাড়ির জানলার সাথে অন্য বাড়ির জানালা ছাদের দূরত্ব খুবই কম। একটা জানলা খুললে অন্য বাড়ির উচ্চতা অনুযায়ী জানলা বা ছাদ ছাড়া কিছুই দেখা যাবেনা তাই যথারীতি অন্যবাড়িতে থাকা মানুষগুলির টুকিটাকি আওয়াজ ,কাজকর্ম সবই আমরা… Read more
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From the very first day I started thinking, I was always scared to cry.I kept trying to escape the things that made me cry, never ready to face the departure, the grief, the heaviness in my chest, the long breaths, the wet pillows.I avoided movies that might make me tear up. I’m the biggest anime… Read more
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He never said that he loved me…But when he said,“I’m always here for you…”When he said,“I want you…”When he still treated me the same way as he did on the first day…The wanting, the waiting, the restlessnessIt all makes everything feel more intense. We can’t always meet, but we can talk.We talk, a lot, and… Read more
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I have known her since the beginning.But, I have never seen her like this. In those days I remember her sunken, quiescent face,I remember her those suffocating pain . In the corner of the room, under the blanket, she tried to hide herself, from the whole world. I remember , when her heart broke as… Read more
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—– Avidha Goswami লক্ষ্মীর সাথে আজ আবার অনেক গল্প করেছি, ওর গল্পগুলো বেশ interesting লাগে আমার , রং চড়িয়ে সুন্দর ভাবে গল্প বলার এক বিরাট প্রবণতা আছে ওর মধ্যে । আজ আমরা দুজনেই ওর গল্প শুনেছি খুব মন দিয়ে,আজকের গল্প ছিল ওর নিজের জীবনের । আমার থেকে এক বছরের ছোট বা আমারই বয়সই হবে হয়তো ,তাই নাম… Read more
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—–AVIDHA GOSWAMI Ever since I grew up, I mean, during that time when I became a teenager,at that time an entity was working in me which was the essence of being good to everyone,which remained in me until a few days ago. Everyone means those, who knows me, to whom I know, to my classmates,… Read more
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——–Avidha Goswami From the beginning ,we Bengalis are known as ‘vojonrosik’ (food- loving), we all are food lover so among us it is hard to find such people who do not like to eat. World famous Bengali cuisine vapa ilish or ilish paturi (steamed hilsa in mustard sauce or steamed in banana-leaf parcels) , chingri… Read more
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—AVIDHA GOSWAMI Wake up early in your one holiday morning ,Wear a lite floral dress ,Get ready very nicely to go out.Stop in front of a beautiful cafe and get inside.Order a luscious cappuccino.Wait a while for yourself. Call yourself to near youGrab your own hand.Blow out all the secrets of your mind in one… Read more
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—— Avidha Goswami It’s Sunday and I woke up a little early from my daily schedule. It’s 9.35 a.m. I’m tasting my coffeeand thinking about my last night which was not pretty good. Suddenly my eyes are fell on the leftest window of my room.What’s that ?Over there is enkindled something, Which is attracts me,… Read more
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–Avidha Goswami While I am in college we were taken to a village called ‘Moukota’,some distance from our college to do our a study based survey. After reaching the village,everyone was divided into groups.Each of us was given 10 houses for the survey.I have done this kind of survey before and I would love to… Read more
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–Avidha goswami এইতো কয়েকদিন আগে পর্যন্ত আমি ওই daily-passenger দের তালিকায় পড়তাম, 2017-2020 এর March অবধি প্ৰায় রোজই হয়তো college, tusn প্রভৃতি কারণে আমাকে বাসে ট্রেন এ যাতায়াত করতে হতো।প্রায় বেশিরভাগ দিন আমি আমার গন্তব্যস্থানে পৌঁছাতাম বাসে করে,ফিরতাম ট্রেনে। ট্রেনের সহযাত্রী বলতে আমার এক দল বন্ধু – বান্ধব সাথে একগাদা হইহুল্লোড় আর পিয়েনপিসি ফ্রী ;… Read more
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— Avidha Goswami শিউলি/ Shiuli the official flower of west bengal.Here everything, the sky,the air and the people are almost subdued by it’s fragrance.Shiuli is also known as parijat, shefali in local west bengal region in India.Nyctanches arbor-tristi is genus of shiuli and it’s commonly known as Night- flowering jasmine and coral jasmine, also in… Read more
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_ Avidha goswami I wanna happy like birds,the way they spread their silky feather-filled fins and enjoy the pleasant weather. I wanna happy like stars,the way they glows in the night sky and illuminate the lonely dark paths with smiley faces. I wanna happy like flowers,the way they get sunlight and rain water and turn… Read more
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— Avidha Goswami এই আমাদের জেনারেশন এর কিছু মানুষ (পুরুষ) যারা বেশ ভালো মতনই নারী সম্মানের বুলি আওড়াই.. তাদের কিছুজনর কাছে এই নারীবাদ ব্যাপার টা খুব প্যাঁচপ্যাঁচে অতৃপ্তিকর..জোড় করে গিলতে হয় কিন্তু হজম করতে তাদের ভীষণ ভাবেই অসুবিধা হয়। অথচ প্লেটো ও একজন শিক্ষিত পুরুষ ছি লেন। পুরুষ তান্ত্রিক সমাজে তাদের so called পুরুষসত্তায় নূন্যতম… Read more
A journey from my secret diary to public diary
My secret diary 